Am I selfish? Yes, sometimes Do I give a fuck? No, I’m 18 so It’s justified
Sometimes…
I get tired of reading people’s statuses. I get it already! You’re happy and shit. Please shut the fuck up.
You realize you aren’t good enough for everybody but don’t really care. Because you’ve made a couple of bad choices in life so they see you as a piece of shit or something. I’ll never fully understand the human brain and how it functions. I mean shit, don’t you think I already feel alone? I don’t…
I can relate to this all to well…
How many times can I break till I shatter
I don’t know I can’t feel I can’t cry I hold in everything I’m complex Hell, I guess I’m crazy I’m broken in so many ways I don’t even know them all I’m lost and confused I feel alone One step forward, a hundred back I’m done, fuck it
… Time after time…
I’m not happy ,I feel alone. I don’t express my feelings. I’m afraid of rejection. I don’t like to let people in, I don’t know how to let people in anyway. I don’t understand why I can’t find anyone who gets me, in just the simplest way. Then when I meet someone who makes me “happy” or gets one of my mini layers I fuck up since I’m not use to being happy, or having something work out for me. I’m complicated, and crazy. I just want to feel accepted as is, and not worry about, or overthink everything.
